August, and the First Empty Chair
A five-part series about being young, carefree and convinced it would last forever.

- 01 — Out the Door After Breakfast
- 02 — The Dock
- 03 — The Week the Rain Fell Sideways
- 05 — The Last Day at the Dock
Michael's family moved on a Tuesday. There was no announcement. We saw the packed station wagon in his driveway on the way back from the store, and the next morning the house was quiet. His father had taken a job in another county, someone said. The news arrived like the weather, a fact you couldn't argue with. Nobody asked Tommy if he felt bad about the card game. Nobody mentioned it at all. The accusation just evaporated, leaving a space where a person used to be.
We went back to the lake the next day. The routine was a container we thought could hold the summer, no matter what. We rode the old route, took the same path down to the water, and threw our towels on the same patch of sun-bleached grass. We jumped off the left side of the dock. The splash was the same. The climb up the ladder was the same. But the headcount was wrong. There was always an extra moment of silence where someone else should have been shouting.
The problem was that Michael had been the decider. Not in a loud way. He was just the one who, when an argument over nothing had run its course, would say, "Let's see who can skip a stone to the buoy," and that's what we would do. He knew how to end a conversation. Without him, the arguments we’d started in the basement came with us. They were small and persistent, about whose turn it was on the rope swing, or whether the water was getting colder.
Tommy wanted to swim out to the buoy. He said it four or five times, the way he used to about jumping off the dock, but the chanting never started. It was just an idea that hung in the air. Nobody seconded it and nobody argued against it. It just sat there, another subject we couldn't resolve, until we forgot what we were talking about. We spent an hour sitting on the edge of the dock, letting our feet get numb in the water, not speaking.
This was a new kind of boredom. It wasn't the raw material for a day. It was the end of one. We had all the same parts — the sun, the water, the long stretch of hours — but we had lost the instruction manual. The day felt like a room with one chair taken out of it. You could still sit down, but the balance was gone, and you kept noticing the empty space.
We stayed until the sun was a low, orange line behind the trees on the far side of the lake. The light went soft. Nobody’s mother called a name. We just knew. We picked up our towels, which were still damp, and walked up the gravel path without looking back at the dock. The summer was still going, but we could feel it shrinking. It was the first time we left before we had to.
“The day felt like a room with one chair taken out of it.”
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